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Monday, July 30, 2007

Mon, 30 Jul 2007 06:45:57 GMT

got a new xanga.

muhahahahhaha.

Saturday, July 14, 2007

Sat, 14 Jul 2007 23:05:59 GMT

grr.
i just cried [2] tears
thinking about all the memories i've had with him
and how we still have so much in common after these years
but how i still don't understand his current actions

(but just [2])

i use to like really, really, REALLY confident guys (aka cocky)

but then i grew up.
&& they didn't.

dayum. i think i'm a genius. =)

(NOT.)

Friday, May 11, 2007

Fri, 11 May 2007 02:04:23 GMT

so much shit has happened to me since the last time i wrote in here.

i learned who my real friends.
i feared for someone's life.
i cried.

i started getting a new crush. ughh. but i know nothing will happen. i can't see us ever being in a real relationship.

there's also this other guy... i talked to him only once. his gf is a bitch to him, & he doesn't deserve that... =/

Saturday, April 21, 2007

Sat, 21 Apr 2007 01:19:15 GMT

hahahahahaha

.... okay....

lol.

i dunno. i'm in a good mood. i'm gonna study MY ASS off for all em tests. so i feel confident. aiming for a 29 baby!!!

for a [few?] years i've noticed this hot guy who works at jewel (who just HAPPENS to be asian!! lol) & today i found out he's not 21, n dat he's prob in hs. cuz me n my dad were in his aisle 2day, n dis guy in front of us got alchohol & he couldnt touch it (cuz hes underage) & then the packer girl came n he was talking bout a test at 7:30, (AP tests start at 7:30) so i think he 's a year older than me ^_^ now i want to work there. XP think blue looks good on me?? hahaha

um, im gonna be in gallery next year!!! i was SOOOOO late but u kno, i got connections. XP i actually kinda shared da moment wit da guy i use to like. he tries talking to me a lot. it's alittle annoying now, cuz it's like he's forcing it. u kno? yeah... idk. it's not like i can have a relationship wif him anyway cuz he's gonna be graduating & it's like w/e. senior year, new [college?] guys. XP (wait, when did i ever have any guys? lol.)

i swearrrrrr, i feel like there's sex/temptation EVERYWHERRRRRRRE around me. i've recently decided to stay a virgin until i'm married. ^_^ i guess i'm more conservative than i thought. ughh, i hate Extreme Liberals. no morals. i swear, like da whole abortion argument!! dis girl rrly pissed me 2day (everyday actually) i don't like her at all, it's just dat i have so many classes wit her, it's impossible 4 me 2 say i don't like her to her face, specially since i'm one of HER closest friends. yea, dat'd suck [for her] luckily, next year, more ppl i kno r going 2 gallery so i can avoid her. =\ she acts like she's so smart, but she's rrly ignorant.

anyhoo... omg i can'tttt wait till i dun have gallery next time!! i got sumthing BIG PLANNED!!!! BFFFFFFFFFF!!!!!!!!!

i'm gonna get braces soon (dunno when tho yet!!!! ughh. i hate when DRs r booked!!!)

oh hell naw!! dis oldskool hip hop song just got on da radio!! (dancing) lol. ok...

anyway...

BIGGY BIGGY BIGGY CANT U SEE?

i'm gonna grow my hair looooooooong for next year, n have it layered a lot up to my shoulder. n dye it BLACK. sooo cute. just got 2 keep my skin un-fair. ???

XP XP XP XP XP XP i'm in suchhhh a good mood. i rrly wanna go cruising tonight... but ma girls dun get off work till midnight, n my mom might wonder y im going out so late >,<

next week is gonna kick ass. just wait. my 24 is gonna go up to a 29!! just watch!! plus i get 2 have lunch wit ma girl naca!!!! ugh!!! i miss her!! <33333

oh yeah my report card:

PRECAL: looooooooow C [ i should ask dis 'sum1' for help XP ]
AP BIO: looooooooooooow B [gotta get it up to an A!!!]
AP HUMAN GEO: A!!! [yesssssssssss!!! omg. worked hard 4 it. gotta keep it up]
BRIT LIT: B [i deserve it cuz im so lazy, i gotta get it up to an A]
SPANISH: B [+, she "thought" she pushed it up to an A, but dats ok, i can get an A back easy]
GALLERY: B [i have to ask Daisy-TEACHER- how 2 get an A!! ugh!]

quarter GPA: 4.3 =\

if i work HARD i think i can get: B,A,A,A,A,B (if i dun find out how 2 get an A)
semester GPA: 5 or 5.2 (avg to 4.75) if i get an A in gallery. i KNOW i cant get an A in precal.

idk if i already said what classes im taking next year, but i want to again.. haha. idk.
AP GD (i think), AP PYSCH, AP LANG, AP LIT, CREATIVE WRITING, SPANISH 3 = 3 ENG, 1 ART, 1 LANG, 1 HISTORY.

ok, now im spending 2 much time on here, i gotz stuffs 2 do. peace.

Monday, April 02, 2007

Mon, 02 Apr 2007 03:08:21 GMT

wth is wit dis boy n da weird dreams im having with him?! a few weeks ago, i had a dream dat he was taking human geo next year (which would be impossible cuz hes a senior, n he doesnt even go 2 lp) n dat da teacher was a btch. n it was just rrly weird.... n last night i had a dream, dat he n dis other person got into dis competition finals thingy, n he was walking 2 his car [???] n i was walking wit him, n i told him i liked him . n he didnt tell me exactly how he felt, he just like started cuddling with me as we walked [??!] n then he drove, but then he fell asleep so i took da wheel 2 da train, n i woke him up. n den we suddenly were at da place, n i he told me dat no 1 has ever said they loved him so i gave him a note when he was walking up 2 da stage saying "i love you. =)" n then i was thinking wait, i dun love him, so the words literally erased n said "i like you. =)" lmao. n then i woke up. w/e.... weird. i MITE hang out wit him dis week... ^.~

Saturday, March 24, 2007

Sat, 24 Mar 2007 16:59:14 GMT

THINGS I WANT FOR SUMMER/SPRING:

2 for $5 every color (old navy)

$16.50 (wet seal)

sumthing like dis but in a pretty color.

tooo cute (wet seal) $5.80

$21.50 (wet seal)

$14.50 (wet seal)

$15.50 (wet seal)

$20.50 (wet seal)

$22.50 (wet seal)

$22.80 (forever 21)

$4.80 (forever 21)

$22.50 DOE brand (PacSun)

$19.50 HARAJUKU LOVERS (PacSun)

and/or
$19.50 (PacSun) (smells sooo good)

$24.50 (A&F)

$24.50 (a&f)

Straighten Out $5.99 (Ulta)

Hair Straightener $29.99 (Ulta) or something like it

Friday, March 23, 2007

Fri, 23 Mar 2007 00:52:13 GMT

today is quote day:

some people walk in the rain.
others just get wet.
i dance in it.

so what, is he your champion now?
no. he was always my champion.

draw a line.
and live above it.

what would you attempt to do,
if there was never failure?

don't stress over people in your past.
there's a reason why they didn't make it into your future.

Tuesday, March 20, 2007

Tue, 20 Mar 2007 00:34:32 GMT

so today was a pretty good day.... but the best part was shared with: KiKi, Lidy, & Carolineee. I haven't screamed so loud in public since I was in elementary school. LMFAO. TOO funny. I missed PrisonBreak.... but I'll watch it online sometime later... hmm... idk what else to say... haha. o, well i can't wait till it's warm so i can go workout with ma girl Nancy on the weekend. ughh... my fat ass!!! >=\

Things are growing...

Thursday, March 15, 2007

Thu, 15 Mar 2007 02:27:49 GMT

i hate how i fucking hold EVERYTHING in & then start crying when i'm alone.

Thursday, March 15, 2007

Thu, 15 Mar 2007 02:07:18 GMT

yeah... today wasn't so great. i love brit lit tho. oh dat ralph & piggy are too sexy. lmao. i love having that class with kamerin. haha. here's alittle quote frum today:

anonymous guy: "are you discusted by saliva?"
me: "... why?"

haha so yeah... i missed middle march for nothing. i had plans to do something else, but it got delayed so i just went home & then i didnt feel like waiting or going with someone else, so i just fell asleep.

okay, you know how when someone's near you and you can tell they're staring at you? yeah, imagine that 50 times back & forth with a guy you're already awkward with. >=\ . i hate that kind of drama. i had enuff of that shit with "General" freshy AND sophomore year. it's just worst in this case cuz i actually talk to him alittle. lol. LAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAME. haha.

& you know when you like another guy who likes a different girl? yeah... =\

& you know how that guy you're awkward with sumtimes acts like he likes you, but then he acts the same way with another girl? (but only you two.)

& you know how only girls produce this drama in their head?

yeah...

PS. i'm seriously gonna kick Mauriell in the balls if he touches me again.